Take Me Kindly
by Douglas Gilbert
Oh God, who will
save me now
when I have blown
myself away
with fried chatter-brains
and I have no liver, or
onions.
Oh God, when they
ridiculed me, You
forsaked me, and I
had to kill them all.
Digging for me is
an arduous chore
but I’ve decided
to be grave
without gravitas.
I like this meadow
that no one
would choose for me.
I take with me
a pocket full of seeds
and I lay myself out
in this hole I’ve dug.
I’ve rigged a dumpster
of dirt with a rope
so I can pull down
my burial.
I plant myself, and
I know you condemn me
for my failures, but
you pompous ones,
there is a certain pleasure
that I will meet you in hell
and you will be much greater
than I in crimes.
Oh hell.
Maybe you could explain it
again, and maybe I
could love you.