So Empty Is The Sky And I Am Dark
Oh God, who is never around when I need you,
you are absent and irrelevant because you have no power in the real world.
You have no weapons against the evil that I see.
When I call for you, you never come.
You can not ever be seen as benevolent
when pain is so endless.
And this pain is such a hell
that I fear not more,
I just fear that
there has never been love
at all, and
existence is a lie.
— Douglas Gilbert